I have the blues! Winter Blues that is.
I can't help but think what is wrong with me? Why don't I like Utah Winter? Why do I feel depressed everytime I step outside in the bitter snowy cold?
Honestly, I should be loving Utah! And actually their are a ton of things I am so grateful for. Such as Jim having a steady job thus far, with a good income. Unlike, AZ and CA who just did not treat us right in this dept. 2 Lay Offs in 3 years was not fun. But we made do.
We live in a beautifull house in a wonderful neighborhood.
We live like a block away, if that from my little sister Becky. Whom I love and adore deeply. There is nothing I wouldn't do for her. I have always dreamed to live next to her. Ever since we were little, honestly we talked about how cool it would be to live next door to each other with our husbands. (note. I don't think we ever mentioned kids. I guess we never thought that far ahead. :))
Kallie goes to a great school and is learning a ton in Kindergarten.
So why am I feeling this way with all of these wonderful things happening around me? Honestly, I don't know, it must be the winter blues.
I wish so bad we had all these great things and we were back in Southern California in the warm wheather. You know laying on the beach watching the kids play in the sand. Taking pictures of Jim surfing. Oh Yes, that was fun. The warmth of the sun. Hot sand on your feet. Oh how I miss warm wheather.
Utah doesn't know what a warm sun is in the winter. It only nows cold. Bitter Cold. Where it chills you to the bone.
Hopefully Spring comes sooner rather then later this year. I don't know how many more snowy cold days I can handle. SMILE
Sorry to be such a nasty post but when you have the blues it helps to vent... A little.
